feeling better

[urania]

I just wanted to say, thank you all so much for your kind comments. They did make me feel less like an asshole. And after pretty much crying all day yesterday just thinking of the poor dog, I feel better today and think it was the right decision. Even though I miss her already. :( I'm just the person who really likes having pets around, so having the flat so empty again (apart from my flatmates of course) is just a bit sad.

Well, but yeah, feeling better... apart from a massive headache. I took some painkillers I got in London last weekend though (maybe I'll write about that later, but there isn't much to tell anyway...), and wow, do they make me feel woozy. It makes me think there's a good reason you can't get codeine painkillers prescription-free in Germany...

Comments

[urania-chan.livejournal.com]

I really hope so. It was just really so sad to give her back that I cried all the way back, in the metro and everything... I almost changed my mind 10 times over, but I think (or really want to think...) that I made the right decision in the end. :( It's weird though how just thinking about it makes me tear up again and I think it might stay that way for a while, same as you...

I really want to try again, someday, but not too soon, I suppose. Maybe when I either live somewhere with an actual garden or have someone actually helping me. (My flatmate said she wanted to, but in the end she didn't even allow the dog in her room. :( ) Maybe I'll get a cat first, I know I understand them, so maybe... my flatmate has a cat allergy though, so that would have to wait for some time too... it just feels lonely now, yeah. :(

*hug* I hope you find a dog that's a better fit soon, and gets along with the bunnies.