Guess what!!
Mar. 22nd, 2007 07:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
uraniaYes, there IS a reason why I'm writing in English...
Today I noticed something really creepy. I don't even know why I didn't notice it way earlier, perhaps that is what scares me. Yeah... You wanna know now, eh?
Okay, I'll tell you, sometimes when I'm thinking the "voice in my head" switches to English, and I've no idea why!! And then I think in English and... ewww... I mean, when you look at my English tests in school, you would never ever think such a thing, but yeah, I now noticed it, and I'm scared. If I were at least able to speak English fluently. Hmm, I don't even know if I can do that. I never really had the chance to try. Arghhh... damn. How pathetic is this, I can't even think in my mother tongue. Does that make my mind some kinda confused now? Well, I dunno...
Wanna know WHEN I noticed? I was listening to some (English) music and then I wanted to do some math problems, and I began writing in English. And then I lacked a vocable and... yeah, then I noticed. Strange, huh? Anyway, I think it's strange.
That makes me wish now I could speak English properly, or at least fluently. *sigh*
Today I noticed something really creepy. I don't even know why I didn't notice it way earlier, perhaps that is what scares me. Yeah... You wanna know now, eh?
Okay, I'll tell you, sometimes when I'm thinking the "voice in my head" switches to English, and I've no idea why!! And then I think in English and... ewww... I mean, when you look at my English tests in school, you would never ever think such a thing, but yeah, I now noticed it, and I'm scared. If I were at least able to speak English fluently. Hmm, I don't even know if I can do that. I never really had the chance to try. Arghhh... damn. How pathetic is this, I can't even think in my mother tongue. Does that make my mind some kinda confused now? Well, I dunno...
Wanna know WHEN I noticed? I was listening to some (English) music and then I wanted to do some math problems, and I began writing in English. And then I lacked a vocable and... yeah, then I noticed. Strange, huh? Anyway, I think it's strange.
That makes me wish now I could speak English properly, or at least fluently. *sigh*
